Is it Night or Day?

Work never seem to end.

I work at night and on the weekends too.

Seriously…

I'm kinda losing myself already….

A bonus will be going home on the dot at 6.30pm, not bringing work home, having a good laugh,

reaching ECP before sunset for a run, having dinner with mum

and surfing net at home while catching up on TV.

BUT on a positive note,

I got a pay raise $$$$ in exchange for my NO-LIFE life.

….

Yeah, that's supp to keep me going for monthsssss?

Not bad for the effort and v high base for a comm-worker.

On a side note,

we were entertaining at the very raved about 海底捞 steamboat one day,

FOOD is fresh,

VARIETY is huge,

QUALITY is good and most importantly

SERVICE is tip top.

Price can be a whopping sum but we spent $30+ per pax for 9 pax and we couldn't finish all that we've ordered.

Instead of a buffet of steamboat dishes, 

Hai Di Lao has a tableful of 30 condiments like that of a buffet for us to concoct as personalized dips. Mine was sweet, slightly sourish, very spicy w lots of sesame and roasted nuts.

So good on its own :)

Wanna bring u there jung… :')  

My 2nd not so yummy dip.

Anyway, there has been a constant BAD AIR at work.

I haven't seen so many 

bootlickers, gossipers, backstabbers, foul-mouths, mood-swayers, insecure freaks in my life before. I guess I just have to continue believing, not take sides, learn as fast and earn as much as I can just in case one day, my engine stalls.

I've one colleague who's been overly sensitive whenever I ask questions, she'll be like "Why ley? Why you ask? I noticed u've asked XX time today." + with a frown. Seriously this look is enough to kill.

Truth is, I was just checking on 2 diff clients'  meetings. I was so DISTURBED… I felt like crying today out of frustration. 

Really I was about to tear during lunch.

This is so ridiculous. 

I feel like saying "XXX, CAN U DON'T BE SO CRITICAL???" 

"I'M JUST ASKING! I HAVE NO HIDDEN AGENDA!"

"CAN U DONT BE SO SENSITIVE?"

What's wrong with these people?!!!

Just because I don't have a temper, I'm always so positive, I can't be bothered with gossips, I act blur to make u look good or to minimize conflicts, doesn't simply mean I'm a BIMBO or an easy target. I think I have higher IQ than u.

What's wrong with asking?????????????

WHY AM I SO NICE and TOLERANT! :'((((((

WHY AM I ALWAYS THINKING OF MAKING IT CONVENIENT FOR OTHERS, STAND UP FOR OTHERS, BACK THEM UP UNCONDITIONALLY, BEING THE NICE COLLEAGUE THAT THEY CAN DEPEND ON, 

YET MAKING MYSELF SUFFER / BE SAD IN THE END.

IS THERE ANY APPRECIATION?

DUN FKG DOUBT ME.

U DUNOE ME WELL ENOUGH.

I feel disappointed with the people I've always treated so nicely to, yet they say bad things and behave negatively towards me. NBCCB.

I shall not succumb.