BFF is back :)

Love such times when you are back ^^

It's our lil belated Xmas exchange.

Thanks for all the great gifts darlings.

Though I don't need them… :P

But I do appreciate every little efforts and thoughts put into it.

And hope my pressies surprise u somehow though u may not need them. 

hai… it's very hard getting pressies for u guys!

I MUST STRESS THIS again.

Someone asked me if we have something going on.

Hahaha…

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Sometimes I just feel like walking away instead of facing the angry people, people who constantly misunderstand me, who don't really care about me and makes things difficult for me.

If I really were to count, the people who really care about me perhaps falls within a count of 5 fingers.

It's just commitment, obligation and the meaning of the word 'relationship' that kept me going. I care a lot about commitment thus, the constant biting, clenching, swallowing of all unfairness and injustice goes on inside me. Who can I tell? Yes, "shit happens, let's move on". I love this phrase ttm.

I guess I'm still patient but God knows when I'll just break down and really not care about others' feelings any longer. Well, it really doesn't pay to have high EQ cos' some others are just around you just to make up the numbers and companionship. 

Life is an irony.

It's only when we grow older, the more we realize the true meaning of being genuine.

If 1 day, you don't hear from me,

I've probably gotten my own condo somewhere already.

 I've probably bought some paint and have started painting the walls

or pushing the shopping cart at Ikea buying stuff to fill up my space 

or puppy shopping at a pet shop

or having a nice jog in town/Macritchie Reservoir

or hanging out over wine at friend's place

or even started my career in another city

or in a road trip with my love happily chatting, laughing and singing

tsk tsk

Not being worried about anything.

That's the kind of life I love to be in... :)

So I'm really working my ass out now.

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