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I wanna shout this out loud on my wedding night and do this with all my might. :)
I want to marry the person I love the most in my life whom I can't live without. I'll bear him our child, change everything from I-me-mine to WE-OUR-OURS and we'll take care of OUR precious assets that we have build up together, overcoming all obstacles that may come. :)
With this comes the big WHO question….
HE will be always around to love me, protect me, take care of me and listen to me at all times... He'll share things with me and discuss openly, he'll carry my shopping bags like his cos' it'll pain him to see me suffer even though it's just 1 small bag, he'll hold my hand so tightly when we are together, kiss me & hug me when I'm close to make me feel I'm someone special, he'll use his hand to block some rain when we have to walk in the rain together cos' I choose to walk in the rain with him, he'll help me tie my shoelace or pick up the dollar i've dropped when my hands are full, he'll want to spend good times and not throw his temper at me because of minor stuff just because I'm beside to listen & share his burden, he'll help me clean up the mascara on my face and not ask me to look into the mirror to clean it myself, he'll not say 'I don't know' so easily and let me have a chance to meet new people, he'll assure me when he's not beside me so my thoughts won't go wild, he'll do it when he says he won't make me cry ever again.
(Though small things like these that seem insignificant and old fashioned but they do speak a thousand words of love and kindness and eventually will pile up into something big in future, either SHIT or LOVE.)
While everyone has our own set of love fantasies, reasons for every decision made, the ideals of their partner, the underlying point is, love is unconditional and it will drive one to do things they never would usually do so as to make things better - just like how parents are to their kids. Even our parents are not perfect but at least they'll try their best to give their kids the best too. Love :) That was what drove me to my business because everyone needs it and frankly speaking, how many will last. I'm skeptical because of my background but I believe if two boats set sail in the right direction hand in hand, they will reach the destination at the same time. Disparity? Minimum.
My good friend enlightened me with this "If it doesn't cause pain to you but you can do something to make someone happy, do it". Inspiring. Hope all my friends and whoever chances upon this, can put these words into action.
Come what may.
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