07-01-10

Today marks the 7th day since we started year 2010...
I kept writing xx-xx-01 instead of xx-xx-10.
I haven't gotten over the holiday mood! I'm so screwed!!!
My colleagues have been aggressively pitching for sales and doing their renewals the last 4 days.. tomorrow is the last. I haven't even contacted my clients for that purpose yet! Shame on myself for being lazy.. :( BOO..
I simplye consoled myself that I'll start my canvasing next week..but I do know, once I'm at it, I'll put in full force and ram all the way, stretching myself to the max... I cannot let myself and my track record for the last 6 years down.. January-March is a stretch of stressful months for me my dear friends... as I need to close accounts for year 2009 and can close 50% of accounts of year 2010 within this 3 months, trust me. So, I'll give myself sometime to breathe this week.. before I goal-set next week on...

Btw, just now during dinner, I realised that it's not really easy chatting with ad, cos' he's not really receptive to what I tell him.... I guess only Roy can give him advise.. I've realised this long enough to derive to this conclusion.... if I start to reinstate my point so strongly to drill it into his brain, we can end up in a quarrel... Is this the way? I will try to be submissive and give my 2c worth in a very nice way until 1 fine day the bubble burst lah... u know, I hate to ignore him, I hate to not being able to give him advise, I hate to let things rot, demote and die a natural death. Sometimes I don't know what to do with him when he tells me things... I'll be finding myself trouble if I oppose him... just be a YES gf and buak bodoh is the best...

Ya, not to add oil to the fire la.. but I just realised that bb didn't give me any Xmas present in the Year 2009... :'( He told me he'll pay for my Miss Sixty handbag that I got at the boutique with Roy for $180 (after staff discount, I paid only $120... a GRAB!!!) ok, so he 'hasn't' transfered the $$$ to me yet, so he hasn't buy anything for me! HARLO... I'm really disappointed... it's not the $. It's really the thought... If I confront him again (I've hinted him a couple of times before on the Xmas gift $ transfer), he'll definitely blame it on his heavy workload, 'forgot-all-about-it' thing again. :( That's so much of a loving bf. Yes, I'm lamenting now.. because I am damn BUAY SONG, cos' I'll definitely not treat him this way. I'm not going to remind him on this again.... if not, i'll be labelled as petty. Anyway this is how I feel now... I will forget about this whole thing tomorrow.. and when I get lonely and think back on my 2009 Xmas present from my beloved bf again, i'll start this virtual war again.

DO UNTO OTHERS AS U WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO U.

*Disclaimer: I lay no bad intentions, hard feelings nor grudges on the subject. I think feelings was bottled and brewed up after so many months of keeping mumb and not releasing it out to anyone. Don't worry folks, just in case U are :-)