He called me on 5th nite...
Was about him getting the sword the next day... 'Finally' I said. Your Mum & Dad must be really proud of you. GG thru' the cadet school, training, the South and now, receiving glory from H.M The King. "I'm very happy for you na" and I cried...
Then B called me. My immediate reflex was to answer his call but as soon as I greeted him with tears still flowing down my cheeks and with the croaky voice, I realised that I was crying when talking to him. I quickly asked if I could call him back as I was on the line with 'him'. Like as if time has reversed and travelled back to half a year ago, I had to struggle with my feelings again with 2 men...
We chatted for a while, mostly greetings and the well-beings of each other. He knows I am with B now. '@ least someone to take care of u now'. Asked if I will go to Thai again, I said yes, I've just went, I will go again but don't know when. No more agenda now. We hung up a while later.
By then I was having a bad splitting migraine, I swear I could have just knocked against the wall to numb the pain. It was excruxiating. Had to pop 2 paracetemols b4 heading to bed. Chatted with B and apologised for freaking him out just now. He was understanding enough not to kick up a fuss on this. Thank u B. My head's cracking. It was the pain @ the back of my eyes again. Guess it was my PMS, the tireness and crying today. The pain was so bad, I felt nauseous and led to voimit. Felt a lil' better. Switched off the air-con to avoid any possible cold & pain. Forced myself to rest despite the pain. I know I had to close my eyes, not think too much (....), sleep fast, I've got a meeting tomorrow... ZZZZzzzz
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