May 2016 - December 2016

It has been some time blog.

I had been in transition into a different phase of life now called 'Motherhood'.

The conceive caught us by surprise. I was elated at first when I saw the preg kit's double lined positive indication. It was a mix feeling between unanticipated and amazing at the same time. It's like drawing a clear line off the carefree lifestyle we used to have vs the family-oriented things we need to plan from now for the rest of our life as it involves our family. Another physical and emotional toll I have was my persistent nausea before and after every mealtime. It actually lasted for 18 weeks (4+ months). Also regional work has to sadly come to a halt because of my pregnancy :( Sales wasn't coming in and honestly, my future (commission) was bleak... I would wonder if it's because of my pregnancy everything's not working out for me..

The amazing thing was..

when baby kicks and rumbles in my tummy like a little frog, I feel like life has just begun and I love him inside me, nothing else matters, really. :) Maternal instinct it must be.

From left to right

I was 54kg (May) - 51kg (lowest) - 65kg (Dec)

Milestone, Milestone 2015 :)

Just have to count my blessings again for the opportunities given to me in 2015.

Should I have not embraced the challenges with open arms,

not fought through the tough human-inflicted battles,

not rejected some tempting offers,

not did what I have done,

not said what I have said,

not moving on whenever I should,

not forgive and forget the wrong-doings of others,

I wouldn't have achieved what I had this year.

Below is a milestone for me :)

Worked almost 15hrs for the show, though this deal wasn't huge, it was the fulfilment and happy crowd and client who gave me a sense of achievement. Sponsorship deal for the team!

My life stage has changed.

It will never be back to before where I can surf the net everyday when I'm home from work.

Now my worries have relatively increased -

whether the ants are infesting the kitchen cabinets,

whether the room has been aired (otherwise it will turn mouldy and fleas will infest),

whether the rubbish is cleared everyday,

whether the toilet is clean (hair is cleared, no bad smell in toilet)

whether the clothes is washed every 3 days,

whether the hubs has dinner on his table,

whether the floor is clean enough for FIL,

whether I can squeeze some alone time for my cooking...

Life of a Mrs.

Now everyone's asking about the next stage. 

L.I.F.E.I.S.J.U.S.T.A.J.O.U.R.N.E.Y.

Happy things...

I've hit my annual target where I still have 2.7 more months to go!

I'm also the first in the team to hit and over hit by 115% now. ^_^

Wish myself luck for the last run!

Hopefully more deals will come :)

Nature captivates me

One fine night after gym...

What an amazing night... :)

Hey :) Bkk

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^_^

Stronger Every Day

Almost made the same boo boo as what the red co did.

'Everyday' or 'Every day'.

 

This was the lighest I went. 50.9kg..
Now I am a whopping 54kg.... !!!
So sad...

28 July

It has been a long ride since my big 1212.
The ups and downs at work,
my house,
gym,
and my new roles being a daughter-in-law and wife.
From a high Q1 and Q2 targets that I have to swallow (double of all my colleagues),
I must celebrate today for...
I've managed to hit the Super High targets till September today! 28 July :)

God is great.
I am leaving at my High :)

Happy happy ! ^^

My long.... awaited commission is here for the >170% I've made over the target given. 

Really happy cos' it has way..... exceeded my expectation due to the accelerator amount...

Never thought it would be 3X more than what I've expected.

Somehow it gave me more motivation now 

cos' it dropped tremendously recently.

But the stupidest thing is.... I had to fight for this to come...

Anyways... shit happens.

Yay !!!! :)))))))))

Look beyond the pain

The only way to rise again 

is to forgive, face the fact, forget and keep focussing on different ways to move on. 

You may soon find happiness within and meet more interesting people along the way.

There's really no point seeking revenge, dwelling on things that has already happened or trying to prove anyone wrong.

I've been quite affected by some office gossips that have been going around behind my back by colleagues in my clique~! Sucks right and can be really hurtful when I feel I'm helping them but in the end they think otherwise of me...... but anyway, I'm choosing to forgive and forget about the negative remarks and attitudes made right in my face. My conscience is clear. If I ever hear any more comments on me, I think I would just laugh it off, I really do not wish to be like anyone of those who does nothing but gossips.... I'd rather listen to nice music, opening up to meet and talk to more people who are nice to me. :) So far.... fortunately there are many nice people around in the office whom have no ill intentions at all but their differences are always misunderstood by those who have been amplifying this diversity, negatively. 

I've learnt that there are many advantages of blur-acting and simply not letting things affect you especially in the workplace.

Let's always work professionally and 

really hope the world will put a stop to being judgemental and gossipy.

Gurl Fwens.. :)

The colours J:)

You know...

The only time I am ok is when I know u are ok...  J:)

~ All things don't last, memories will ~